Donnerstag, April 29, 2004
i'm having my exams starting from tomorrow.. tomorrow's paper is on paeds, one of nursing science... hrhrhrhr... a little worried.. then u may be asking, then y am i online... hahaha... well well... i'm stressed yet relaxed.. buaha... it's ok.. the paper is from 3 to 4.. and then i'm going to amore!!! whahahah!!! i'm nore excited for class and gym then my paper.. but.. hey angelina, focus! okok.. i will i will.. i end next wednesdae! lalala... some end on fridae.. sigh... and pei shan's leaving on 8th may to ireland! i'll miss you! it's fer attachment... how nice! bet it'll be a great experience... haha... just counting the days she has to ogle at the guys there.. haha... have fun darl!!
2:52:00 PM`
Montag, April 26, 2004
heyo... this week have been busy... ;o) just ended attachment.. exams coming! i have not started studying!! die la! shucks! got revision lecture later... going off soon.. then stay in sch to study.. got worship prac tonight... then just study study!! must mug.. haha.. get ready the tea.. i have got 2 papers.. bwhahaha.. both nursing sciences.. not my forte... well.. that's that.. haha.. signed up with amore with carine!! so excited... going aft my papers.. sorry car... got to wait... sorry sorry... nione want to sign up.. haha...
$35 for registration.. i've got $10 voucher though... can just sms me or something.. or tag me.. go check out the site... there's student package.. $45 for 4 lessons/mth... yada yada.. many thingy!! so excited! haha.. must cut down on eating... bwhahah... guys, seriously... how many times have u heard me saying this.. haha.. ookokk! it's for real now! okie.. got to prepare to go school.. tata.. have a great dae everyone!
8:25:00 AM`
Donnerstag, April 22, 2004
heard abt the nicoll highway incident... it's freaky.. and i think we really must thank the pple who work there... they're 'playing' with their lives everydae... and we get to enjoy the fruits of their labour.. and we still complain... the victims consists of singaporeans, malaysian, chinese... we should appreciate foreign workers instead of despising them.... had it not for them... we would not have many of the buildings that we all are using now.. i overheard a dad telling his daughter in mandarin, 'Alot of ants hor.' . he was referring to the indians while we passed by little india on a sunday.. how irritating.. and also... we must thank the rescue workers, the condition is tough and they're brave! thanks!
11:52:00 PM`
ohoh! i miss writing.. or do i? hhaha.. was on night shift fer mondae and tuesdae.. quite fun! busy though.. keep doing parameters.. and many patients... so tiring.. 10 hours from 9pm to 7am.... haha.. met carine to tan on tuesdae morning at sentosa.. so i had abt 4 hours of sleep on tues and worked that night.. almost died.. haha... slept the whole of wednesdae! hmmm... had my presentation with grace.. it was ok.. lecturer tot it was good... thanks grace... then got my clinical diary signed by ms tong.. she's nice.. go thru with us the grades and all.. hmmm.. it was good... i'm glad! tom's the last dae of attachment... i'm elated and sad... i'll miss the children! hmm... 'my' children has got cancer... i'm crashed... i'll pray! miracles happen! they do!
11:41:00 PM`
Montag, April 19, 2004
my week has been alright.. ups and downs.. really upset that 'my' child got tumor.. and got to go for biopsy to check... hope he's fine.. The Lord's hand be upon him! and strength to be added to his parent's! he's 8 months old.. really heart-breaking..
my sunday was great! lead worship for YF.. went ok.. felt that the Lord ministered.. then went to swensen's for cell outing.. then go to nydc with carine and josephine fer desserts.. yummy! saw nice stuff here and there.. saw a PINK shirt! haha.. bought a roxy purse... at last.. a proper thingy to put my money and cards.. haha.. a comfy dae fer me.. not until someone came online.. sigh.. never mind! u guys have a great dae! oh.. i'm gonna go on night shift for two days! how exciting!
1:19:00 AM`
Montag, April 12, 2004
should i move on? should i not? i want to. i do not want to. i can. i cannot. i know. i DO NOT know!
i'm tired of waiting. it's worthwhile to wait. or is it? is it difficult? no, it is not difficult. i do not know what to do. except wait upon the Lord.. my Lord my GOd..
10:29:00 AM`
haha.. this is my personality? is it true or not? well.. read and decide... then tell me! cos i can't decide!
angelina, this is what the foods you eat say about you:
You have confidence in your ability to get things done. You are a leader among friends, and a good one too. You are responsible and like to challenge yourself by taking up difficult tasks - and you usually succeed.
You're very careful and circumspect in all matters but you won't face any problems until they actually happen. Also you're a kind and sensitive person.
You love the good life. You live extravagantly and like everything around you to be beautifully crafted. You are optimistic, have an excellent sense of humor and enjoy having your friends around you.
You are self-centered and disagree other people's feelings and ideas. You normally go against social rules and regulations.
10:15:00 AM`
w h a t d i d i d o w r o n g ?
12:27:00 AM`
i a m p i s s e d .
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Freitag, April 09, 2004
some thoughts about my attachment.. and mostly experiences as well..
~saw bed 14 waiting to be discharged... he was all grins... so cute! his parents were smiling too... heh... a great feeling!
~saw a child playing with my frens.. so excited! that's wat kids are suppose to be like! i long for my own. :p
~Poor child, disliked by student nurses, ward nurses, all staff.. he's in constant pain and always crying, and that irks everyone. it doesn't help that his parents are demanding. however, i saw him when pain was much reduced and he was in much joy! the scene was up-lifting.. i read also in papers tat pain is going to be the 5th vital sign to help manage a patient!
~Dear KM went for op, she ws elated abt the stickers i gave her and i was heartened by her reaction! she is so sweet despite her disease... she went to ICU and then high-D.. just came back to my ward todae.. and when i went to her.. she held my hands and said 'jie jie'.. i was touched! just a young girl of 4... so sweet! I love her!
~Baby came back from op.. his skull's not formed.. and my heart went out to him... he looks 'funny' that it's heart-wrenching and also he's used to carrying that it's impossible to put him down!
~observed baby bath.. understood how fragile a life is.. and the wonder of a life.. got questioned by other parents regarding my skill.. kinda pissed.. i've dealt with smaller babies before?
~darling's parents came during feeding time, am shocked that they refused to bottle-feed the child. why GOd why.. why do parents refuse their own babe, own love, own darling? isn't their newborn the greatest joy of their lives? darling cries alot but is an angel when asleep.. I love you!
~found out my 'shy' boy has got cancer. he's 2 and a half years old.
well.. these are just some... lots more to come.. heart wrenching as well as uplifting.. i choose to stick to my calling though how emotional.
12:15:00 AM`
Dienstag, April 06, 2004
haha... realise it has been awhile... well.. life has been good.. exciting... many things going on.. frenships are being cultivated... relationships are strengthened.. callings are being carried out... heartaches are many as i work[in paeds ward]... finding myself... finding God... finding out a lot of stuff... and it's great! heh
9:04:00 PM`