Montag, Dezember 30, 2002
let's sum up wat happened todae... morning, woken up
rudely by mum... door closed.. din bother abt her yells... muahaha... stayed in bed... read my book.... hi-fi on..... she unlocked my door.. wateva.... convertible called after lunch... met up with her.... went marche ..... came up with an invitation list fer my 18th birthdae... went around town.... shopped fer a pretzy... hee... quite pretty.... went to taka... she was tired.. rest at mos burger... realized with agony and anger that blue is ignoring my calls... |pissed mood| went through mood swings... went to lido... sians... queue so long.. went back to cine.. played a little arcade b4 movie[blue crush].... played against this person dunno who... me died pitifully.... went to watched... not much of story line... but there's eye candy.. hehz... after that... wanted to go convertible hse... couldn't get my parents.. went ahead.. was on the way.... in the bus, managed to get her at last.. cannot go.. took bus back... sigh... on the bus felt like shit.... dunno wat went through my heart and mind... just painful.. another friend messaged, wanted to go out tom... me can't.... dun understand y she dun understand.... might not sound as bad as some other pple's dae... but my life is not usually like dat.... used to liek blue.. guessed it's no point.... convertible may be right... blue's a jerk... gonna fer prayer meeting on 1st jan in the morning... not going to jb anymore... dunno wat the mind of my mum is thinking... 'angie, relax....' am i so detestable? feel fat todae.... okiez, i am fat... wat a statement... i feel fat everyday.. i am fat... so it justifies my feelings... guess i should go on a milk diet....... is it one or 2 dae(s) to new yr? it's 30(1) daes to my 18th... am looking forward to it... also not.... dunno how many pple will remember.... my heart and mind are so jumbled!!!! 'God, help me.......' i feel so unworthy of anyone..... i dun deserve to be in this world......... y am i here? always there fer pple when they need me... when i need sumone, i dun noe who to call... they are busy with their own things.. skool, work, bgr, etc....... okiez... dun wanna sound pathetic on my own blog... take care everyone... nitez and morning.. depending when u are reading this... advance happy new yr wishes...
11:46:00 PM`
Sonntag, Dezember 29, 2002
sianz.... just finished talking to lisa.. then mum complain i keep using phone.. was talking to carine just now... [peepz]-not ur fault... today very ok.. went fer YF... then lunch with church members... went bugis with carine and chris... bought a shirt from Giordano... very happy.... the annex at bugis quite nice lar... nice things... darn.. can't stand it.. mum nagging that i neva do house work... [pisssified] wanna go out tom.. no $$$$ got but dun want to spend... shall stay at home and starve myself.. |muahahahahahahha| wat else happened? me christmas was boring.. lesser pretzy this yr... ;( got a pretty necklace from my Godma... towel from buddy... cards from peepz... sounds like all... 'pathetic fool u angie' got a goose from shan.. thanz... wat are u peepz doing fer new yr eve? me going fer prayer meeting.. heh... so exciting.. will be so charged up!! wahahaha...... die... now me dunno who i liek... wateva... i dun care....
11:18:00 PM`
Mittwoch, Dezember 25, 2002
this thing has become a weekly entry sort of thing.. haha... was so sian to come online... merry christmas everyone!! God bless ya!! at last the production is over... we can rest liao... so many things have happened that i dun noe wat to blog abt... we met last mon, tues, thurs, fri, sun to prepare fer the production... was so busy tt i din finish writing my christmas cards.. sorry peeps... haven buy pretzy.. can u imagine!?!? this yr i thoguth i wld be very free.. turn out so busy... me found out sumthing... i crush very easily... newest only 2 peeps noe.. haha... ... yar lorz.. die larz..... dun noe wat i'm doing also.. had a family lunch just now... ....... it' s raining.. maybe i should sleep... me bro is sleeping, me mum too.. sianz....
6:37:00 PM`
Montag, Dezember 16, 2002
hmmm....... wat's the date todae? oh yar.. it's 16/13/2002... whoopss... wat did i write? must be the fumes.. were doing props fer the church production, spray painting since 11+.. kinda 'high' now... haha... falling sick too.. sigh... christmas is coming!!!! *whopping cough* sorry... my fault.. being real busy with church..... sorry fwens whom u think i have forgotten about u... i have not kayz....
bestest of the bestest fwen: if u are reading these, i'm sorry tt i din take time to uds u... sorry.. me will do my best to change.... take care and love ya lots.. *hugs*
carine: dun worry abt anything... 1 peter 5:7
enz: hey, how have u been?! neve see u fer so long liaoz...
jac: hey, i miss u too...
11:15:00 PM`
Donnerstag, Dezember 12, 2002
WOOHOO!!!!! just got back from a church camp at cameron highlands, Malaysia... feeling so recharged... b4 i went, my spiritual walk was at the point of non-existance... feeling very low and everything... went to the camp wanting restoration... so glad dat i got it!!! GOD IS GRACIOUS AND FAVOURABLE!!!!!!!!! these words were given to me... i was living my life with lots of guilt in me... and i'm so glad that everything is resolved.... the camp was great! feeling very blessed and am really charged up... we went trekking in the jungle... wah, obstacle course sia.... got tree trunk to climb over, go under, hug to go over... wat else have u... was so tiring... welll...well, in conclusion.. i'm very happy that i went fer the camp!!
12:52:00 PM`
Donnerstag, Dezember 05, 2002
my braces are on.. it's the third dae and it hurts... at least i get to eat food other than porridge... me mouth still getting adjusted to it... ;) the rubber bands are pink in colour.. lalala... my speech sounds funny... cannot pronounce some words properly... must remember to make effort to pronounce.. otherwise i'll get a lisp... hehehehe... j/k hmmmmm... going cameron highlands for a camp from 7-11 dec... leaving on sat.. so exciting!!! it's my church service camp[CG camp] so we'll all leave after service... well, not exactly... so psyche up fer the camp.. my 4th camp this yr.. muahahahaha.... got jap serial drama later!!! going to get ready fer show liao.. whahaha.. tata
10:26:00 PM`
Dienstag, Dezember 03, 2002
I AM SO PISSED!!!!!! had a great dae, was at ktv as i said, was kinda fun, sang a few songs... then went to makan...... then went coffee bean... ... found out that i left my home keys with my fren when she called me.... thought neva mind, parents at home... was at my home's door liao.. but my stupid irritating dad made me go and collect my keys from my fren... and she stays in woodlands when i stay in serangoon north?!?!?! took a cab there and waste $$$.... sian.. very pissed lar.. [pissed mood]
12:14:00 AM`
Montag, Dezember 02, 2002
haven update this thing in quite awhile... went to watch [singing in the rain] last night... it was my first musical... hee.. it was fabulous!! highly entertaining and great! going ktv later... haha... pple are going to get tortured listening to my voice... muahahaha.... good tt it's near my house... ;) take feeder bus canz liao... hmmm... wat did i do fer the past week? oh, went to my tutor's place at seletar camp there.. her baby is so cute!!!!!!!! my fren called.. suicidal thoughts again.. broke my heart... sigh... if u are reading this... please[i'm begging u] dun ever do it.. it'll break everyones' heart... it's true, i'm not lying... okiez.. it's braces' dae tomorrow... gonna put it on tom.. haha... then must eat congee fer a week i heard from those pple who put on braces.. okiez.. enjoy ur hols!!!
23 DAES TO CHRISTMAS!!!!!
12:21:00 PM`
BLOGSKIN INFO
designed by leon cher
all designs and html codes are
copyright of leoncher designs.
other skins by leoncher designs
at BlogSkins.com.