Donnerstag, Juli 31, 2003
lalalala... i got durian to eat.. muahahaha... mhahahaha... whahaha.. exhilaration!!
11:07:00 PM`
came to sch at 1010... tot got BCLS practice.. in the end was 8.30 to 10.. message passed on wrongly.. wat the fish!!!! tom is me prac test liao and i'm like so not prepared.. i can picture meself failing it.. so wat if the failure rate is high!? i dun want to add to satistics... wateva.. now got break till 12.. then i have 4 straight hours of lecture.. bio, bio, research methods, phycho... how much betta can it get?! then got sectionals.. forgot to bring me mouthpiece.. hope dad can fetch me home to get it... can believe i actually fogot!! arh... me anxiety is building up.. crap.. well.. just got the message that they managed to book the lab from 4 to 5.30pm.. thank God... aarh.. later dad fetfching me back home to take me mouthpiece and at the same time i can take sponge for injection...me fren just reminded me.. wat the fish! wat's wrong with me this sem!?!?!??!? i can't seem to be focused on my studies.. damnit.. sorry that i'm like cussing.. but hey.. i'm not sorry.. it's me blog... haha.. cranked up there... gonna search for other things..
11:17:00 AM`
todae damn fun.. okie... erm.. mixed feelings.. woke up late for BCLS practice... in the end.. only practice 20 mins.. went to lib to find info.. haha.. hardworking eh.. then had lunch with dory... went planet fitness after that.. tired.. but dun want to head home.. watched Lara Croft Tomb Raider: Cradle Of Life.. nice show.. angelina jolie le... nice moves... after show.. fren was at planet.. chat then head back home.. now sleepy.. ta
12:20:00 AM`
Mittwoch, Juli 30, 2003
yawns.. long dae.. nitez
1:09:00 AM`
Montag, Juli 28, 2003
todae played badminton.. very tired.. gym yest.. yawns.. still got to find info.. so lazy to do it..
11:28:00 PM`
Sonntag, Juli 27, 2003
haven blogged in a while.. well.. me had me bcls theory test.. managed to pass.. phew.. then then sat got yr 1's orientation.. left early though... cos got church... then todae got worship duty.. think praise and worship session is good.. ;o) went gym later with ryan and teo hui.. went to planet fitness.. teo hui trained us.. me gonna die soon.. haha.. but good thinkg he can train la.. make sure we do it right.. then got home cooked dinner.. ;o) now must prepare fer discussion.. sian..
11:03:00 PM`
Dienstag, Juli 22, 2003
ksgnsfgnfgjidgjdsgosd.................
no words express my feelings..
11:52:00 PM`
Sonntag, Juli 20, 2003
mummy's back.... lalala... but luggage not back.. haha... AA slow lar... somemore a lot of pple luggage not in singapore... it's coming tom.. lalala.. like boxing dae like dat.. got pretzies... i'm a sucker fer pretzies.. muahahah... not feeling very good.. physically... sigh.. man.. now i noe how eunice feels... u never noe whois reading ur blogs.. scaring.. wanna get a counter..
9:48:00 PM`
hey... this site have got some pics from the concert at esplanade.. with compliments from teo hui...
http://www.pbase.com/teohui/music_from_the_hearts_2003
12:15:00 AM`
Samstag, Juli 19, 2003
me love me mummys.. me biological mummy coming home tom.... she's on the plane now.. heh.. then i also love me godmama... i noe she loves me too... ;o) they love me.... if no one on the earth loves me.. they will.. i'm positive! was just talking to godmama... cos very long din go service got band prac on sat.. then was just telling her how i felt.. and i felt better... and loved... heh.. really luv them lots.. and i'm excited that me mummy is coming back!!! miss her.. no one to talk to.. only papa at home.. need my mother and daughter talk.. in abt 14 hrs.. i would see her.. muahahaha...
11:46:00 PM`
dumdeedumdumdeedumdumdeedum... wateva... pple keep linking me and this guy in band.. it sucks cos he sucks.. wateva.. i tolerate... stupid irritating...
4:00:00 PM`
You are longing for some love and affection at this time - not that you have been deprived of tender loving care - but there are times when everyone needs to try something new or to go 'somewhere' else to perhaps experience that little extra 'understanding'.
You are totally dissatisfied with your present situation. Matters are not going right for you and you are seeking a means of escape. Your mental state of mind necessitates that you need to change your thinking patterns. Remember, if one particular modus operandi doesn't seem to work, then try something different.
Enough is enough - but the problems never seem to stop. They never stop. You feel, and maybe you are right, that the problems seem to go on and on and you have indeed had more than your fair share of trials and tribulations. But to give you credit - you bounce back time and time again - you stick to your beliefs because deep down you have that inner knowledge, that 'belief' system that in the end, everything will turn out OK - and you are right -it will!
The tension that you are experiencing at this time is perhaps due to physical and/or mental frustration. It would appear that you are not appreciated and as a consequence, the situation is most disagreeable. You seek personal recognition and the appreciation of others to compensate for the lack of like minded people with whom to ally yourself. You would like to surrender and merge with others but your inherent self-restraint makes it difficult for you to open up. This disturbs you as you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You want to be liked, admired and appreciated for yourself.
You are greatly impressed by individuality and have interest in people who have outstanding qualities. You try to imitate those people that you admire and their characteristics, hoping that you will be able to display similar qualities in your own personality.
http://www.colorgenics.com/index.cfm?pc=ultra21&pageview=test_8cube
1:22:00 AM`
horrigible..
1:04:00 AM`
Freitag, Juli 18, 2003
frustration... depression... loneliness... useless... worthless... disposable... that's wat i am..
2:03:00 AM`
Donnerstag, Juli 17, 2003
todae went with ivan, alicia, may, jacqueline and michelle to watch twin effect.. the chinese show.. very funny.. i tired...
1:37:00 AM`
Dienstag, Juli 15, 2003
Your name of Xiangying gives you the ability to be creative along practical lines of endeavour. Your ideas can be very original and inventive. You enjoy being with people in a social environment. Your personal appearance is important to you, for you desire to make a good impression on others. Your pleasant manner attracts people to you with their problems and you are capable of offering practical advice, though you would probably not follow such advice yourself. This name causes you to be somewhat too concerned with the personalities, problems, and activities of other people. You seem positive and decisive and can be outspoken in the expression of your opinions, but you lack the self-confidence needed to follow through with your ideas and plans. Procrastination is your downfall. You frequently choose the path of least resistance to avoid your responsibilities. It is not easy for you to overcome obstacles or face issues. This name does you an injustice in that it restricts your success in business and personal pursuits through a lack of ambition. There is a weakness in the fluid functions and in the region of the head resulting in sinus problems, headaches, eye, ear, or throat conditions and related ailments. Hair loss could also be a problem.
12:01:00 AM`
Montag, Juli 14, 2003
Your first name of Angelina has given you inspirational, idealistic, and dramatic qualities. You have a clever, deep mind and the talent to excel in highly inspirational lines of endeavour as a dramatist, musician, writer, or artist. You can be lifted by beauty in all forms and are at the most creative when inspired. Your expressive, affectionate nature responds quickly through your feelings, but you must guard against being possessive and jealous. Your delight in mystery and your sensitivity to things you do not understand could draw you into occult studies or religions. Unfortunately, it is difficult for you to retain emotional stability, for you can easily swing into moods of depression and self-pity. Your quick temper can flare up suddenly and be over as suddenly, leaving you very sorry for any suffering you have caused. Inner turbulence can deplete your vitality and cause heart, lung, or bronchial trouble, as well as nervous disabilities.
11:58:00 PM`
club crawl tom...
11:26:00 PM`
Samstag, Juli 12, 2003
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12:41:00 AM`
Mittwoch, Juli 09, 2003
11:47:00 AM`
skool starts todae... was a little late.. heng the cher let us of.. cos first dae of skool.. heh.. 8am leh.. usually still sleeping.. then woke up at 7... very tired.. even now, me eye lids feel heavy.. me class split up.. so now combine with 29 and 31.. mine was 30.. and each class got 10 pple.. sigh.. dun really like some pple there.. then me fren, vivien not with me.. sigh sigh... in the end i became the class treasurer.. apple lar.. sabo me.. sigh.. think i'll be very busy this sem... actually i'm in the skool's E plaza.. haha... got band, class treasurer, also skool.. not to mention church.. *scream* just found out i wun have attachment till nov.. then i only got 2 weeks of skool hols in december... damn sars.. later me no need to go class from 4 to 6.. got band prac.. haha.. first dae, excuse letter liao.. best thing is no one in me class from band... then next week, got excuse letter again.. haha.. club crawl=nyp cca fair..
sigh.. me mummy is in dallas.. she left yest.. wld only be back on 20th july.. sob... left with daddy... cos me bro is in hostel.. no one to wake me up.. that's y almost late.. haha... well.... gotta learn to survive... just realized that i'm quite dependent on me mum... wonder how she is.. the flight is so long.. think 17 hrs or even longer... mummy...........
lecture gonna start.. gotta go.. boring..
11:47:00 AM`
Sonntag, Juli 06, 2003
irritation..
12:57:00 AM`
frustration..........
12:55:00 AM`